Am I in love or simply infatuated? Do I really need the attention so badly? Why do I excuse the mistakes, neglect, oversights from one but not another? 

I don’t believe that I can expect the same from someone when there is no commitment. But I still want what I want. I want you to answer when I call whether we are going to see each other or not. 

My obsession is because I have a craving. There’s a hole that I can’t fill.